Pema Sky

在香港, 會是在怎樣的大時代相遇 ?  那年男的十五, 女的十四, 快考試時在圖書館相遇, 平凡的初戀, 遇上難忘的年份, 1989年的夏天.  分手後要忘記對方並不容易, 每年總有燭光悼念, 傷痛的心更痛. 怎樣愛過己忘掉, 可是怎樣分開卻忘不了.

傷痕, 淚印, 遺忘交織八年重遇, 英國人從香港退下了, 又是夏天, 似曾相識的牽手, 擁抱, 顯得生硬了, 重逢又是否可以再愛.  昔日純真的愛, 變得敏感多疑, 不信任, 發覺原來愛會帶來痛苦的, 相愛並不足夠, 還要應付生活上面對的壓力, 愛變得模糊, 分開似是惟一放下負累的途徑.

2004年冬季, 去泰國的旅行取消了, 留在香港, 排山倒海的工作, 透不過氣來, 卻聽到熟悉的名字留了在印尼, 與十多二十萬人的家屬同樣地擔心, 回音隨著日子一天一天的消逝而變得渺茫, 人沒有回來了, 心卻從來沒嘗過那樣的近, 對方的名字, 牢牢地貼了在心. 

長恨, 長相憶, 2005年香港.

但願人長久 

作曲:盧冠廷,  填詞:唐書琛 

借夜闌靜處　獨看天涯星　每夜繁星不變　每夜長照耀 但願人未變　願似星長久　每夜如星閃照　每夜常在 漫長夜晚星若可不休　問人怎麼卻不會永久 但願留下是光輝　像星閃照漆黑漫長夜

浮雲

歌手：張韶涵
作曲：Jin Nakamura
填詞：姚若龍
編曲：呂紹淳/林岑芳

有夢的　白鴿　飛過
最深愛的屋頂
有片　羽毛　飄在風裡
暖和的　南方　距離現在有幾公里
抵達　以前　都是謎

一個人　踏上不能攜帶地圖的旅行
　開始　太過好奇忘了還有恐懼
　然後路變曲折　夜變漫長到不了也回不去
　堅持著　不聽別人甚至自己的懷疑　終於
　來到寬得能狂奔的草地　有人誇我勇敢
　一直都在微笑的我忽然流下淚滴

總相信直覺　我越過原野
　沒到過的世界　都好想去發現
　就相信直覺　不在乎多遠
　冬天的海邊讓流星特別的美

　你抬頭看我一眼　有種願望會實現
　的感覺　(看到心的最裡面)

白色的　浮雲
　本來好像會是冷雨原來
　隱藏　一種覺醒藍色的
　晴空　被雲掃過後更透明我的
　勇氣　萬里無雲

彩色的前方　好像有埋伏的驚喜
我的　微笑　萬里無雲

沒曾聽過這歌, 在網上散步時遇到這歌詞, 覺得很貼我旅行時的心情 :

開始　太過好奇忘了還有恐懼　然後路變曲折　夜變漫長到不了也回不去　堅持著　不聽別人甚至自己的懷疑　終於　來到寬得能狂奔的草地　有人誇我勇敢　一直都在微笑的我忽然流下淚滴.

總相信直覺　我越過原野　沒到過的世界　都好想去發現　就相信直覺　不在乎多遠

走了很遠的路, 還有很遠的沒曾到, 在繁星點點的沙漠夜空, 看不見穹蒼的盡頭. 一段又一段的旅程, 是一個又一個期待已久的夢, 在異國的晴空看到了令我驚喜的彩虹.

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這本書是我的前任上司介紹給我看的, 那天到還在TIME SQUARE 地庫的PAGE ONE, 一眼便看見. 看完之後, 我記得我在給他的電郵中寫道:

看完了書, 回看我的人生, 遇到的每一個人, 感覺不同了, 他們可能是我在前世中曾經相遇, 走了千百年的路才再遇上, 生命是短暫的, 因此我們的相聚是多麼的難得.

一直擔心當母親離開的時候, 我會傷心不已, 但現在, 我知道, 也許我們會重聚, 正如今世一樣. 而我所能夠做的是珍惜現在, 活在當下, 在彼此的心裡留下美好的回憶, 讓深深的愛延續下去.

書的作者 BRIAN WEISS 是畢業於哥倫比亞大學, 為耶魯大學醫學博士, 為精神科醫生. 在一次為病人CATHERINE 催眠治療, 病人看見了自己的很多次的前生, 了解到她現世種種問題的因由, 並解決了很多心結. 而且遇到了 MASTERS (大師們), 帶來了訊息, 每一個人來到這個世界是有不同的課題去學習, 成長, 成就更多智慧與慈悲, 我們的靈魂是沒有盡頭, 沒有生也沒有死.*

There once was a soul who knew itself to be the light. This was a new soul, and so, anxious for experience. “I am the light” it said “I am the light”. Yet all the knowing of it and all the saying of it could not substitute for the experience of it. And in the realm from which this soul emerged, there was nothing but the light. Every soul was grand, every soul was magnificent, and every soul shone with the brilliance of My awesome light. And so the little soul in question was as a candle in the sun. In the midst of the grandest light - of which it was a part - it could not see itself, nor experience itself as Who and What it Really Is.

Now it came to pass that this soul yearned and yearned to know itself. And so great was its yearning that I one day, “Do you know, Little One, what you must do to satisy this yearning of yours?”

“Oh, what, God? What? I 'll do anything!” The little soul said.

“You must separate yourself from the rest of us,” I answered, ” and then you must call upon yourself the darkness.”

“What is the darkness?” O Holy One?” the little soul asked.

“That which you are not,” I replied, and the soul understood.

And so this the soul did, removing itself from the All, yea, going even unto another realm. And in this realm the soul had the power to call into its experience all sorts of darkness. And this it did.

Yet in the midst of all the darkness did it cry out, “Father, Father, why hast Thou forsaken me?” Even as have you in your blackest time. Yet I have never forsaken you, but stand by you always, ready to remind you of Who You Really Are; ready, always ready, to call you home.

Therefore, be a light unto the darkness, and curse it not.

~ Conversations with God - By Neale Donald Walsch ~

I have already rec'd this from my friend, enjoy:

Love and Madness !!!

A long time ago, before the world was created and humans set foot on it, God had put all the human “qualities” in a separate room. Since all the qualities were bored they decided to play hide & seek. “Madness” was one of the qualities and he shouted: “I want to count, I want to count!” And since nobody was crazy enough to want to seek “Madness”, all the other qualities agreed.

So “Madness” leaned against a tree and started to count: “One, two, three…” As “Madness” counted, the qualities went hiding. “Treason” hid in a pile of garbage..” Lie ” said that it would hide under a stone, but hid at the bottom of the lake. And Madness continued to count “… seventy nine, eighty, eighty one…”

By this time, all the qualities were already hidden - except “Love “. For stupid as “Love ” is, he could not decide where to hide. And this should not surprise us, because we all know how difficult it is to hide “Love”.

“Madness”: “…ninety five, ninety six, ninety seven…” Just when “Madness” got to one hundred …….. “Love” jumped into a rose bush where he hid. And Madness turned around and shouted: “I'm coming, I'm coming!” As Madness turned around, “Laziness” was the first to be found, because “Laziness” was too lazy to hide. “Madness ” searched madly and found “Lie” at the bottom of the lake. One by one, Madness found them all - except Love.

Madness was getting desperate, unable to find Love. Envious of Love, “Envy” whispered to “Madness “: “You only need to find Love, and Love is hiding in the rose bush.”

“Madness” jumped on the rose bush and he heard loud cry . The thorns in the bush had pierced “Love's” eyes.

Hearing the commotion God came into the room and saw what had happened. He got very angry and cursed “Madness” and said since “Love” has become blind because of you, you shall always be with him” And so it came about that from that day on,

Love is blind and is always accompanied by Madness !!!